There are days. There are minutes. There are moments. There are times when you feel that when you dont mean any harm, your mere thoughts have transgressed this universe. Even if it is unintentional, damage is done. And the most terrible thing about damage is that it is permanent. Someone said resurrection? It is never the same.
Unfortunately, when you live after you sinned, the baggage is extremely heavy. It is here to stay. Even if you want to let go, the universe will make sure you carry it. And again- there is no respite. If you transgress this universe, there is no trial. There is no last wish. There is no straight punishment you expect and prepare for. They come by in strange ways. In unforeseen ways.
There is a nest on the ledge in our balcony. Two baby pigeons are trying to live and fly. They will fly in a few days. Pigeons flying away is evolution. Everyone in the nest will be happy. Us humans? We are not built to let the birdie fly away. But each of us will. From one place to the other. From one person to the other. From thought to the other.
I let the birdie fly away. I am breathing. I wonder if I shall ever feel complete- for I have blood on my hands. And baggage in my head.
These fleeting moments- I wonder if there is a place at all for some people in this world. Universe in general doesnt like a few people. They will never find a place. Neither do they find acceptance. It is the dark secret. Fate tempts at times, but wasnt a lesson learnt by our beloved ancestors?? Succumbing to temptation- bad idea. BAD BAD IDEA. :-)
You are either way wronged.
Unfortunately, when you live after you sinned, the baggage is extremely heavy. It is here to stay. Even if you want to let go, the universe will make sure you carry it. And again- there is no respite. If you transgress this universe, there is no trial. There is no last wish. There is no straight punishment you expect and prepare for. They come by in strange ways. In unforeseen ways.
There is a nest on the ledge in our balcony. Two baby pigeons are trying to live and fly. They will fly in a few days. Pigeons flying away is evolution. Everyone in the nest will be happy. Us humans? We are not built to let the birdie fly away. But each of us will. From one place to the other. From one person to the other. From thought to the other.
I let the birdie fly away. I am breathing. I wonder if I shall ever feel complete- for I have blood on my hands. And baggage in my head.
These fleeting moments- I wonder if there is a place at all for some people in this world. Universe in general doesnt like a few people. They will never find a place. Neither do they find acceptance. It is the dark secret. Fate tempts at times, but wasnt a lesson learnt by our beloved ancestors?? Succumbing to temptation- bad idea. BAD BAD IDEA. :-)
You are either way wronged.
