Well- Many things are being recorded in my place. The fact that Athena started a kick a$$ company also has to be recorded.
It feels fantastic that we are building this ground up. Process of building 0 to 1 esp gives me a high. :-)
It's a difficult ride, but hey- it's exhilarating.
LeapRx. That's what we are called. Bestest wishes to the newest baby in town. Hello world!
I have taken extremely lean work the past 2 weeks by choice and hopefully stay like this for another month. Well despite being 'jobless', I still am super occupied and engaged in life. Have too much of shit to sort thru at home- paper work, years of piling documentation, taxes, legal all of that along with battling my fat which also piled on for years is now happening.
Good or bad- I am enjoying the phase and hope I get to do a few things off my bucket list.
Let's see.....
This time, somehow I was not in the right mood to really wish you and me a very happy birthday.
Hope this year brings in tonnes of strength, joy, health and wealth to propel us into a happier and peaceful world I say!
Happy Birthday.
Lot of things change.
The biggest change in my life (world) is the ability to let go and be OK with it. Ability to walk away and provide peace to my eco-system.
Both of them are important. One provides internal power and confidence that you can do whatever you want in life and not be worried about losing anymore. The second gives you immense satisfaction that you did the right thing by letting go and making the eco system more peaceful. Actually the second brings in a lot of mindspace and ability to think. Finally think without boundaries and be able to really figure what we want/need from life without life altering boundary conditions and limitations. The right word is perhaps abundance.
Yes- it gives immense head room to think in abundance. That's a very powerful thing.
You see, I generally write a post for the new year. About my hopes, what has been, and what could have been. And so on. :-)
This time, I lived it. And hence, didn't write much. 2025 is an interesting year. Maybe after decade and a half, I finally decided to snap out of miseries and comfort areas to become a better human being- for sure.
And I did. I went thru the entire grief cycle multiple times and lived long enough to tell the tale today. It is worth it. The misery of the last year and darkness and doom was extremely tough on my being. There was a point in time when I gave up. Actually multiple times I gave up. It was no possible.
What changed? I don't know what kept me alive- but I know it was divine intervention. Faith in something/someone kept me going. Some force. Universe. Maybe?
Look- I deserve this. Now. I thank every ounce of energy that kept me going thru the last year. In every single way possible. I cant be more grateful.
What's changed in the new year? I am more confident. I feel more real and less fake. I don't posture that much anymore. I am more aware of what's going on within me. I am more disciplined and I feel the trying times has made me feel more ready to be an adult. I'd like to think it is an adulting process.
And hence, I am in the game.
Yes- that's how life works. When you are fully out of something- choose to not play a certain game, you then make headway in your mind to start another game.
You MUST choose to do this. I have always been vocal about making choices that snap you out of your comfort zone. ALWAYS.
That's the only and ONLY way to evolve and become a better version of yourself.
Esp. when you know you are adding entropy to your process.
