Borders. Boundaries.
Your people. My people.
Your colour. My colour.
Your money. My money.
Your culture. My culture.
Lots and lots of "yours" and "mine" can exist.
But why are better than each other? And why is one more elite than the other?
Why?
Why should there be wars? And why should people's lives pay that price? Who gains? And who loses?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9VhOC2HqvnU
These guys deserve a beeeg bow. I louuve the song to death.
And what meaning! I tried to look up the meaning of the lyric and realized it was philosophy. Not just a song man.
Memories are the strangest things.
I never even knew that they make Lemon Tequila Ice cream. But I stumbled upon it in one of the sweetest moments of life- many light years ago. I ate it.
Like the apple in the garden. And never looked back.
Today, I stumbled upon that ice cream. Universe acts in the strangest ways. I was the middle of a Zoom conference (video shut) when one of my cousins sneaked in a dollop into my mouth saying this is the best thing that happened to them.
The first taste in my mouth. It melted. Slid thru my throat. My cousin left the room in a hurry to introduce this beauty to someone else.
Good she left. Because a moment later, I broke down. No drama. Not silent tears. I just bawled. I went into the loo. Turned the tap and cried like I never did in the recent times.
The thing about moments like this- is that, you can never share it. No one will get the joke. Nor can pacify you. They wont understand. It is far too private and intense.
I still cannot stop the tears. Beauty never fades. Light years never blur anything. Ever. Lemon Tequila is a bitter sweet flavor. Just like I love.
I lost miserably. I put on 5 Kilos in the last 5 months. I had to lose 5.
Now it brings the sum to a grand 10 Kilos.
I cant stop crying today. I hate the scales. I am unable to embrace it with consciousness.
I feel defeated and it's not just the weight on the scales. It is the weight on my shoulders too. I am going down. Surely.
It is.
We all dont even have the choice to be ourselves.
At times- it is all about dancing to the tunes and rhythm of this universe.
Who are we? In the larger scheme of things- I am nobody.
And that- is my truth. Everything else I feel or do is so inconsequential it's not even funny.
