At times- as I sit in this airport and type- I miss something.
I miss a chat. A conversation. Without weariness. Just 2 individuals nattering away into the sunset. Not realizing the sun rise.
And why is it important? Well- it opens up minds. Just as books do. Just as some movies do. Conversations and vulnerabilities bring in a lot of honesty into a relationship.
I miss the unsaid support. Like a shadow- standing tall with me. Even on the darkest of the days. THAT.
Back to where it all started :-)
No stolen kisses. No broken relationships.
Only handful of memories that tug at your heart.
And the sea. My private zone.
Life is a bloody full circle.
One of the major skeletons that I found today- locked deep in my closet is that of my ego. :-)
Imagine when you hear from your alter ego? And when it says, "I dont trust you enough?"
Yucky yuck right????? :-)
Very strange- I wonder if today is my last night- What if I dont wake up tomo?
Will life be any different? Will my life position dramatically change?
Will I change at all? Will people around me change?
Nothing ever pauses.
As I almost wrap the year- I am back to where I began.
I have a reason to celebrate. No really- today, is a day where professionally I did something right in my life- and I saw I built something killer. And yet- here I am.
Raising a toast to myself.
Good job! Well done. Atta girl.
Good bye 21. I hope sometime when I am alive, I shall feel more alive than now. I am sure that day shall come.
Shunning my universe.
The process of kicking out begins.
On days, I wonder why is the world not tuning in....
A major disconnect.
Suffering is soo very strange. There's a silver lining for those who reach out. For the others.......... ?
