Moods and Needs

 Nope- I am not talking about condoms. :-) And the needs are not about carnal desires, I say.

I was just deeply meditating today. Staring out of the window- my fav past time. I kept gazing out. And I just thought that I am such a coward in my life that I cant stand up for myself.

I dont recognize my needs and I for sure dont recognize why my moods swing. 

It is my inability to stand up for myself. Yea- I am a coward.

I wish I could just go out there to the centre stage and battle out. Not worry about my losses. Just keep slashing thru my wars.Challenge is other's happiness means so much more than my own happiness. 

That is the real challenge.

There goes my moods. And needs out of the window.