Tired of life, today I breathed the last in my metaphysical world.
A worst nightmare after all, eventually came true. Not only have I been judged, but I also got punished this time. If only had I known punishment would be so terrible, I wonder would I have stayed away from the sins I have supposed to have committed to?
Lot of people walked away. It didnt matter. I tried living my life. So, why should it matter today? Life has to move on. Alive or dead. It shall. The only moment of prayer I gave to my soul was a pause. Enough to kill the moment.
Enough of this madness. I move on. Into nothingness. In the hope that I should stumble upon a oasis someday in my desolate desert.
Am I depressed? No, I just feel numb. And I hope it stays that way. I dont take pain killers ever. Dont want to start it now. But I know when the numnbess wears off, I shall be dancing around the gates of hell.
A worst nightmare after all, eventually came true. Not only have I been judged, but I also got punished this time. If only had I known punishment would be so terrible, I wonder would I have stayed away from the sins I have supposed to have committed to?
Lot of people walked away. It didnt matter. I tried living my life. So, why should it matter today? Life has to move on. Alive or dead. It shall. The only moment of prayer I gave to my soul was a pause. Enough to kill the moment.
Enough of this madness. I move on. Into nothingness. In the hope that I should stumble upon a oasis someday in my desolate desert.
Am I depressed? No, I just feel numb. And I hope it stays that way. I dont take pain killers ever. Dont want to start it now. But I know when the numnbess wears off, I shall be dancing around the gates of hell.
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