A wail of a child woke the resting dog up. Abruptly. Startle is an apt word.
Tommy wondered from where it echoed. It couldnt be the house. His master was not the kind who'd have children- leave alone a wailing infant.
He twitched his ears so he could hear it again- with more alertness, now that he was awake.
The sound didnt come come again. Maybe it was a bad dream. (Did dogs dream?) Tommy did not know much about the other dogs because he was pretty much the lone dog in this household with his master and the deceased mistress. BUT. Tommy did dream. Or atleast he thought so.
He liked dreaming. It gave him hope. A hope that he would see another day. And that the other day he would find his date. And maybe it would turn out to be his mate. Days went by but his pee and poo break walks with his master was not time enough for him to find a date. Lost in his thoughts and misery he wondered where his mistress's soul was. She was one person who he could never understand.
He still remembered the day when she looked blankly into the space inside the house. In the hall. On the sofa. With both her legs on the floor. Her gaze was intently searching for something on that white wall. Tommy wondered that day and this day- about what she was looking for.
With his limited dog wisdom, he knew you cant find pretty much anything on a white wall. His mom once told him that a white wall could be used as a canvas to showcase brilliant paintings. Maybe his mistress was painting with her eyes? If she did it was an unhappy picture for sure.
His mistress saw two lives. Swarming in and out of her life. Each time she was rooted. Happy. And then she uprooted. And saw unhappiness. Each life gave her hope. And yet, each life left her desolate. in isolation. In loneliness. Each life gave her a reason to fight and be strong. And yet each life in the process fizzled out. Each life made her richer philosophically. And made her poorer emotionally. Each life made her more cynical. Each of the lives came back when it was convenient. For them. And never really for her.
Tommy wondered. His mistress was definitely an A class fool. She didnt learn the lesson once. In his dog life, if it ever happened to him, he would have walked away from that bitch. And today- he was still looking for a mate.
Who ever wanted to live in loneliness like his mistress who awaited her death despite dying, sitting on that sofa where he slept?
She stopped fighting. Which was a good thing. He could do without that noise in this universe. Tommy looked at the clock and yawned. Whatever or wherever that wail came from can go take a walk. He was sleepy.
And he could do with some rest. His soul would otherwise stop functioning. And unlike his mistress- he had some soul leftover.
And hers? Well- it could wail all it want. It didnt matter to the universe.
Tommy wondered from where it echoed. It couldnt be the house. His master was not the kind who'd have children- leave alone a wailing infant.
He twitched his ears so he could hear it again- with more alertness, now that he was awake.
The sound didnt come come again. Maybe it was a bad dream. (Did dogs dream?) Tommy did not know much about the other dogs because he was pretty much the lone dog in this household with his master and the deceased mistress. BUT. Tommy did dream. Or atleast he thought so.
He liked dreaming. It gave him hope. A hope that he would see another day. And that the other day he would find his date. And maybe it would turn out to be his mate. Days went by but his pee and poo break walks with his master was not time enough for him to find a date. Lost in his thoughts and misery he wondered where his mistress's soul was. She was one person who he could never understand.
He still remembered the day when she looked blankly into the space inside the house. In the hall. On the sofa. With both her legs on the floor. Her gaze was intently searching for something on that white wall. Tommy wondered that day and this day- about what she was looking for.
With his limited dog wisdom, he knew you cant find pretty much anything on a white wall. His mom once told him that a white wall could be used as a canvas to showcase brilliant paintings. Maybe his mistress was painting with her eyes? If she did it was an unhappy picture for sure.
His mistress saw two lives. Swarming in and out of her life. Each time she was rooted. Happy. And then she uprooted. And saw unhappiness. Each life gave her hope. And yet, each life left her desolate. in isolation. In loneliness. Each life gave her a reason to fight and be strong. And yet each life in the process fizzled out. Each life made her richer philosophically. And made her poorer emotionally. Each life made her more cynical. Each of the lives came back when it was convenient. For them. And never really for her.
Tommy wondered. His mistress was definitely an A class fool. She didnt learn the lesson once. In his dog life, if it ever happened to him, he would have walked away from that bitch. And today- he was still looking for a mate.
Who ever wanted to live in loneliness like his mistress who awaited her death despite dying, sitting on that sofa where he slept?
She stopped fighting. Which was a good thing. He could do without that noise in this universe. Tommy looked at the clock and yawned. Whatever or wherever that wail came from can go take a walk. He was sleepy.
And he could do with some rest. His soul would otherwise stop functioning. And unlike his mistress- he had some soul leftover.
And hers? Well- it could wail all it want. It didnt matter to the universe.
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