I try hard

I try hard to get a word of appreciation sometimes...

I said it. 

And I try really hard.

Earlier I didnt need to. But of late- no matter what I do, I dont seem to be doing the right thing anymore.

I am tired.

Why cant- lets say this person, my dad, accept me as I am? Flaws, quirks and evils bits?

I wish people liked me as I am.

I am struggling.

Today is the day where I feel I need an anchor to survive. Will I live thru this night?