208- An Escapist, Not.

I contemplated if I should shut down and decided that atleast one time in my life, I dont want to run away from my place. My feelings.

I didnt want to judge myself too harshly and walk away feeling disgusted with myself. This one time. The one time I want to push myself to stay and try and solve something.

Here I am. Trying to claw back.

Anyone out there to welcome me??????